What is This Mystic Sorcery?

I've come to the rude awaken that I will never fully be accepted into boy culture unless I, myself, become a boy. While I am entirely keen to ditch the feminine body, the idea of being one of them seems inviting. I will explore this idea with more depth.

So I've come home from a long day of panic attacks and tears (and they say there's nothing wrong with the American education system). I go from a year with assholes to a year with really fucking loud people, and too many of them. Also, it appears my fellow cult members think it's okay to say they don't want me around in a joking manner ( at least I think they're joking).

Fuckwads.
-Narwhal Sandkurt